Dancing The Spell

Journal Excerpts. More on my Instagram (@niacalloway)

✨Dancing the Spell journal 1: Venus has entered Libra, and I have entered an apprenticeship with Spirit. Thank you for bearing witness.
• Intentions: balance, harmony, truth.
• discoveries: god’s questions are asked in the form of loud breaths. god’s prayers are answered in the form of loud bodies. ✨

✨Dancing the Spell Journal 3: Full Moon in Gemini lunar eclipse✨
💨• intention: release scarcity. Release scarcity of time, space, and resources.
👁• discovery: I do not fear fear. I meet it, talk to it, acknowledge it, and keep moving through it. It does not rule me.
- Scarcity of resources has me clinging onto the past, present, and choking my future through the narrow lens of attachment.
I’ve got to let shit go. Like all of it. I want big transformation in my life and until now I have not yet truly made space for it.
- Scarcity of time, the clock will wait for no one so why must I play games with it? Time is merely a construct, it gives and takes equally from everyone. I’ve figured out how to stop time in a single breath, in a single ecstatic cry, in a single declaration of being alive.
- what am I really clinging onto? An idea of safety, an idea of home, an idea of security. It is okay to feel vulnerable. To feel tethered, amorphous. The time comes for everything and everyone to end, either in phase or in totality. I release all things that no longer serve me.
Aśe aśe aśe👁✨💨

Dancing the Spell: Journal 4✨

💨 intention: curiosity. let the body speak to itself. let the body find an argument and then a resolution.

👁 discoveries: * what does it mean to be attached to/detached from oneself? * what does it mean to defy ones own limitations? - my body loves the negotiation. she loves the debate. she loves the way she can talk and be talked to. she speaks in miracles of repetition. she speaks in riddles. she speaks in dualities. sometimes she only speaks when spoken to. other times she screams. mostly in Ecstasy 💨💚🍄🌱✨

Song: “Brilliant Mycelium” by @beautifulchorus ✨💗✨ (I do not own rights to this song.)

✨Dancing the Spell:

Journal 5✨

Song: “wet dreams, weird dreams” by me • 💨 intention: embody the lucid dream • 👁 discoveries: - when dreaming, are we the avatar? or is it when we wake? Either way, control evades us. It is the drool on our pillows. The sweat in our sheets. The safety of an ecstatic full body release in a dream. - life can be a lucid dream if I let it. I am allowed to embody multiple dreams. Expanding greater and deeper into my higher self is what it means to ascend, to decolonize my being. Our dreams are interwoven in faith, embroidered with divine love, wrapping us in a collective warm breath. Inspira - breath, idea, spark. I am all that I feel. I am all that I cannot see. I am all that I dare to dream. I choose my own adventure. Human nature may apply.